The Sleepless Saint Ram Gopal
— Autobiography of a Yogi, Chapter 13 —
Dadi: "Guddu, have you ever had trouble sleeping?"
Guddu: "Sometimes when I'm excited about something!"
Dadi: "Tonight I'll tell you about a saint who didn't need to sleep at all. They called him Ram Gopal Muzumdar - "the sleepless saint.""
Guddu: "He never slept? How is that possible?"
Dadi: "Young Yogananda wondered the same thing. He traveled through intense heat to meet this saint, hoping Ram Gopal would encourage him to meditate alone in the Himalayas."
Guddu: "Why did Yogananda want to go to the Himalayas?"
Dadi: "He was restless with his training under his guru, Sri Yukteswar. He thought, "If I could just meditate in peaceful mountain caves, I would become enlightened faster!""
Guddu: "That sounds reasonable!"
Dadi: "The sleepless saint saw right through him. He immediately said, "You failed to bow at the temple yesterday, didn't you? Your pride made you lose your way.""
Guddu: "He knew about that?"
Dadi: "Great saints know things, beta. When Yogananda asked for spiritual illumination, Ram Gopal said something important: "Your master will give you that experience shortly. Your body isn't ready yet. If I gave you infinite ecstasy right now, every cell would feel like it was on fire.""
Guddu: "You can get hurt by too much spiritual experience?"
Dadi: "Like how a small lamp burns out with too much electricity. The body must be prepared. Then Ram Gopal gave advice that changed everything: "Young yogi, I see you are running away from your master. He has everything you need. You must return to him. Mountains cannot be your guru.""
Guddu: "Ouch! That must have stung."
Dadi: "It was exactly what Yogananda needed to hear. Ram Gopal added: "The Himalayas have no monopoly on saints. What you don't trouble to find within yourself won't be discovered by transporting your body anywhere.""
Guddu: "So traveling won't help?"
Dadi: "Not if you're running from your lessons! Ram Gopal pointed to a simple room and said, "That is your cave. That is where you will find the kingdom of God.""
Guddu: "Just an ordinary room?"
Dadi: "Any room becomes sacred when used for sacred purpose. Then Ram Gopal shared his own story. For twenty years, he meditated eighteen hours daily in a secret grotto. Then for twenty-five more years, he practiced in an even more remote cave, doing yoga for twenty hours daily."
Guddu: "That's forty-five years of intense meditation!"
Dadi: "And still, Ram Gopal said humbly: "God is Eternity itself. To assume one can fully know Him in forty-five years is rather a preposterous expectation.""
Guddu: "Even forty-five years isn't enough?"
Dadi: "Spiritual growth is infinite, beta. That's its beauty - there's always more to discover, more to experience, more to become."
Guddu: "What about the not sleeping part?"
Dadi: "Ram Gopal explained that in deep meditation, the body receives rest superior to ordinary sleep. After years of practice, he no longer needed sleep at all. Superconsciousness - being awake in God - refreshed him completely."
Guddu: "He was always awake in an ecstatic state?"
Dadi: "That's exactly how they described him - "always awake in ecstatic consciousness." But here's what I find most beautiful. Before Yogananda left, Ram Gopal simply looked at him with peaceful eyes."
Guddu: "And?"
Dadi: "Yogananda felt peace rushing like a mighty flood through his eyes. A pain in his back that had troubled him for years was instantly healed. He said he was "renewed, bathed in a sea of luminous joy.""
Guddu: "Just from a look?"
Dadi: "A look filled with blessing. That's the power of a saint's grace. But the greatest gift was the teaching: don't run from your guru. Don't seek enlightenment in distant mountains. Find it right where you are, with the teacher you have."
Guddu: "Yogananda went back to his guru after this?"
Dadi: "With renewed commitment and reverence. He realized that authentic spiritual growth happens through dedicated discipleship, not geographical relocation."
Guddu: "I understand, Dadi. It's not about where you are but how you practice."
Dadi: "And who you practice with. A true teacher is worth more than a hundred Himalayan caves. Now sleep, beta - you're allowed to sleep! Not everyone needs to be a sleepless saint!"
Guddu: "*laughing* Goodnight, Dadi!"
Dadi: "Sweet dreams, mera bachcha. May you find your cave wherever you are."
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