Karna Prays to the Sun - The Father He Could See

A conversation between Karna and Surya (internal/reflected)

Context

Every morning, Karna worshipped his father the Sun—the only parent he could acknowledge, the only god who was truly his. This daily practice was both devotion and conversation with the absent divine.

The Dialogue

The river was cold before dawn. Karna stood waist-deep, facing east, waiting.

The first light broke the horizon.

Karna: "Father."

The sun had no voice. But Karna had learned to hear answers in warmth, in light, in the way shadows fled at his father's rising.

SURYA: "I know you can't speak to me directly. I know the curse that bound you—that I could never know you as father, only as god. But I speak anyway. Because you're the only parent I can see."

The light intensified. Morning spread across the river, turning the water to gold.

Karna: "Today is my sixteenth birthday. The age when princes receive their heritage, their titles, their kingdoms. What will I receive? Another day of being called suta-putra. Another contest where my skill is dismissed because of who raised me."

Warmth on his face. The only embrace his father could give.

SURYA: "I don't blame you for my birth. I don't blame my mother—whoever she is—for giving me away. I blame no one anymore. But I wonder: why make me this? Why give me abilities if I can never use them properly? Why make me long for recognition I'll never receive?"

The sun climbed higher. Karna's shadow shrank behind him.

Karna: "I've heard there are those who curse their fate. Who rage against the gods for their circumstances. I don't have that anger. Or maybe I do, but I've turned it into something else. Into practice. Into perfection. Into becoming so good that even the system that rejects me has to acknowledge me."

He performed his rituals—the prayers, the offerings, the mantras that connected him to the sun. Around him, others worshipped too. But none of them were speaking to their father.

SURYA: "One day, they'll know. One day the truth of my birth will emerge, and everyone who laughed at me will have to recalculate. I'll be the son of a god, the firstborn of Kunti, the rightful—"

He stopped himself.

Karna: "No. That's the trap. Wanting recognition, approval, acceptance—those are chains too. I am Karna. Son of Adhiratha who raised me. Son of Surya who made me. Son of a woman who chose to let me go. All three parentages are true. None of them define me. Only my choices define me."

The sun was fully up now. The prayer was ending.

SURYA: "I will fight. I will love. I will give to anyone who asks, because generosity is who I am. And when I die—however I die—I will die as myself. Not as the prince I could have been. Not as the outcast they tried to make me. As Karna. That's enough."

He walked out of the river, the sun warm on his back.

Somewhere in the sky, Surya watched his son—this brilliant, doomed, extraordinary man who had never been told the truth and had somehow found it anyway.

Pride.

Grief.

The knowledge that fate would not be kind to this child.

But today was another sunrise.

And his son was still standing.

That would have to be enough for both of them.

✨ Key Lesson

Our parents—present or absent—do not define us; our choices do. The search for external recognition can become a chain. Being fully ourselves is the only identity that survives all circumstances.